Sandcastles That Were Not Built To Last and People Who Gave Up Too Soon!
By Anindya Arif

In a less politically charged world,
Globalization did not gulp my father's apology
For never being there,
and my mother's antique store never sold
Hemlock dining tables or vinyl records of
Laughter and forgetting
and she never contemplated her abonnement issues
Through absurd questions like how many
Apologies does it take to buy someone's sympathy?
My father, by now, feels like he has lost too much time
While making antioxidant tea and killing creased spiders.
and now he is making up for the lost time
By creating new profound truths about himself.
How he prefers everyone around him to be extremely quiet,
How he is a reticent man who always had been too fascinated
With cinders and things that don't last nearly long enough
as much as they should.
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Similarly, at 55,
My mother realizes how she prefers verbose
Commercial noises over the voice of my father.
My mother now believes all that is left of her
Relationship with my father is the
Residue of separation anxiety.
My mother lacks restraints but loves Anna Karenina,
My mother strongly identifies with my
Sufferings but can not hold herself while clicking a portrait.
My mother. She is sinking, and she
Does not believe Dostoyevsky anymore when he says:
"Beauty will save the world".
My mother used to like beaded bracelets
but does not anymore, and every time anyone shows her
The slightest bit of compassion
She puts her head in an oven and bursts into sobs
but my parents are frightened, and they are healing wrong.
and by now, they have grown into an inordinately
Long queue of memories that will never get better,
Whims that have been poisoned by concerns and false optimism
Mixed in Chamomile tea that got cold
My parents, with time,
Have become each other's necessities
but are disconcerted by each
Other's voices
That is all they are strung together by the mutual
The hope of not turning out like each other.
